Project Runway's Christian Siriano

is soooo cute adorable&&ferosh. i never thought someone could eat my heart away like rupert deese has and i haven't even seen or met him or never will irl. give me credit, i admitted it. but yet, I lurve his glasses, hair, vest [i have a sad wanting for guys in vests. i want a vest. i like christian.], tite shirts, confidence, anddd his voice. although he sounds like brandon the gay. kill me. now. edit; well, scratch the kill me. christian's pretty gay himself. "I'm really confident. I think my outfit is really the best."

and he goes around dissing everyone [on PR]. and it should be mean, but i swoon anyway.
"They might just die because of it. or of it."
I am so shameful because of my random obsessions that I should not be allowed to go back to school. as if I want to. unless it's Parsons. because i have this itching feeling that tells me that i should be a designer. again, as if.